just finding moments of Right Now

 
a rainbow…or the horizon…
there is no end
to it’s life in memory
when lips fit Perfectly.
when fingertips
feel so sensitive,
all you touch: tingles
and that just lingers
in my thoughts. i can always look back
it is never a thing of the past
a moment everlasting when Your
SOUL
entered into mine
and i could only respond with a Smile
and butterflies -
like a feather, i take flight -
thoughts clear out
- K e e p    T a s t i n g  y o u r     M  o  u  t  h
cannot imagine the second i will be WithOut.

what to do?

you keep coming into view
as soon as i get it to stop, it continues
with your name on a piece of paper
or your voice entering my office…
am i reading into the universe too much
or could there be more
do i take it slow
or HurryFastsoasnottoloseyou?
i am so confused. sometimes the universe’s opening is only so long
and afterwards, it could be too late.
there are no “if it’s meant to be”’s
only narrow windows to jump through before they close forever…
leaving me cold and out all alone…wishing…wondering…
what could have been…

~ without you here with me, i can’t breathe ~

next time we meet
shyness will leave me
and a conversation
might just begin.
because who knows? you could be “him”
and i could be “her” – the ones that were meant
to combine and stick
so easily
effortlessly
hope the substance
is as real as the suspicions
of shared glances
continued by smiles
with mouths and eyes -
the static electrifies
sending rushes
of this obvious crush
down my spine and back up. stop at the heart
wish it would start
Already! beginning THE happily ever after <3

currently…

my life is work and school…
my thoughts keep going back to one or the other…
my conversations keep focusing on them…

stopped drinking
stopped doing drugs
and now i’m addicted to work
workaholics have issues too
…and i think i might have a problem
hello!
my name’s Amanda
and i can’t stop thinking about work of some type
be it home or professional